Always

Nothing more worse then the feeling I get from seeing you in pain.

Sometimes I know not what I have done to hurt you,

But somehow it happened.

If not by force then by some dumb luck that plagues my intelligence.

The frustration and shame I feel is nothing less than overwhelming,

To hurt you is to puncture my own heart.

I lose a beat every time I think of losing you, and that is a great amount of times.

I strive to be the best I can and fall short many, many, many times.

Still... I don't know what to do about it.

Keep on trying?

Trying to please every aspect of my senses and falling short?

Falling flat on my face.

Is this a clash between us, or is it all my fault?

I'm used to blaming myself, so it always seems like the sure answer.

I fuck up...

What do you want from me?

I'm sorry.

I fuck up... 

I fuck up a lot.

Just don't leave me for being honest.

Don't leave me for fucking up.

Don't leave me for making a mistake.

Don't leave me because I am human.

Love me, because I will always love you.